This sucks! I seriously thought this whole write in a journal thing would be cake. Nope. The whole idea to journal was for me is to start expressing myself on paper. Hopefully learning a better way to handle my emotions. Its been a rough start. The first few days I was an emotional wreck which you would think would make it easier to write in a journal express my shit and let it out. Again, not so easy. Being upset about the days events made me not want to write at all. I figured its much easier to be upset and bottle it up. Of course, as I thought about it I realized this is a 30 day challenge.  I had to force myself to open my wonderful journal that I bought specifically for this purpose. So the first day wasn't so great I literally jotted down 2 sentences. The next day I guess you could say had a little more progress but still being upset about the same shit from the day before it was hard to write. As I began to write today I feel better about my journal writing I figured I needed to just write. Just write whatever comes to mind good or bad, happy or sad. What I write in my journal does't have to be perfect I'm not being graded on whats inside I just need to express myself the best way I can instead of being so angry on the outside. My journal is like my personal therapist. So as today comes to an end, I will say even though it took a little bit of pushing myself to start writing, I am partly satisfied with the outcome. Its just the beginning I still have 27 more days ahead of me stay tuned!!

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